First off my name is Gaybi Beggs. Im 13 and ive had my heart broken by a kid name chase. so far ive had two boyfriends and decided i suck at commitment, its just not the way i work. plus it doednt mean anything in 8th grade, at least thats what people say. i dissagree because of that kid chase, first boyfriend, first, first heartbreak, first anything. we wentout for two monthes then he started liking one of my best friends. once he make my best friend turned against me, we broke up. i decided, hey why take this shit its not going to be worth it in the long run. i am terribly sorry for saying that bad word, usually you will never find me cussing. anyhoo, we got back together once me and my best friend, mattie, made up. thats when we went to the beach and had our first kiss.
it was a perfect day, sunny and a little windy. the ocean was gorgeous. the waves that day just slowly rolled by, the teal hue of the sea shown through like an emerald, and the smell was just so crisp it was hard to resist coming to the beach. so i rode my blue cruiser down to the beach and dived into the water which was very cold but all worth the tingles. have you ever felt it when you jump into freezing cold water and all the sudden every part of your body is up and running and you can feel your arms tingle with the cold and you feet burn because of the sudden change? if you havent then you have to do that sometime. then i saw chase riding his beach with madison, who coincedently is one of my best friends/who he used to like. so i watched but when i started flirting with jake he looked over at me. he stormed over and pulled me aside. "Why are you flirting with him? What the hell your talking and hes admiring your body? not cool gaybi." He practically yelled. I shook me head, "Jake is my ex boyfriend and besides it looks like you and madison--" Thats when it happened, he pulled me in and it lasted about five seconds before he pulled away and said, "Gaybi, i was just watchingout for you. the only reason i live is you. my life would be absolutely nothing without you. Gaybi, goddamn, i love you. Every bit and piece of you. Your perfect and i have no idea how i got you. You are the most beautiful person i have ever met and you chose me."
thats when i realized how much this boy who had broken my heart ment to me. i was speechless and i guess he could tell because he kept talking to fill the silence.
"Even when we arent together, i will love you. I will alway, always, be there for you. Weather you need a shoulder to cry on, lips to kiss, a hand to hold, or just a hug from a little boy in love. I will never leave you." Thats about the point i knew for a fact that i needed to say something but what was i supposed to say? 'thanks' no too lame, 'i love you too' no still lame. Well, im a lame person. So this is what i said, "Thank you chase but listen to me, i will never leave you, and i will always love you. Get thats through your little head!" then i kissed him and we left jake and madison who were staring at us like they were watching the best movie they've ever seen.
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